A Cold Night...A Cold Morning...

Today I woke up drenched in cold sweat gasping for air, I looked at my clock it is 8 am there is no sun it is dark outside with the promise of rain on possibly thunderstorms. Dark weather...but not so nearly as dark as my nightmare.

I am running as fast as I can almost flying my feet barley touch the ground with each stride, then I trip over something and ma world goes spinning. Im facing down a usher whom made the mistake of annoying one of my good friends. The guy thinkin hes all smart and slick tries wooing her but fails miserably and now this young buck has to deal with me.
"Im sorry she's hot and she's really smart like me, so I thought we could be friends" he says
"There is such a fine line between stupid and clever wouldn't you agree?" I reply
"Man shut the f**k up u don't know who you are messin wit all kick ur f***in a** motha f*****r"
"Go ahead ur free 2 try foe"
He raises his fists, I stand on the balls of my feet ready to swing into action but I keep my hands down n my eyes locked on his thought I blink often to keep my eye balls moist, but this idiot keeps staring at me (In case of a fight dry eyes (from staring) slow your reaction time for a bit, which can cost you, this is why I kept on blinking...staring contests are for amateurs)
"Go on throw the first punch I'll charge you with assault, you will lose your car in the civil, AND you will get the biggest ass kicking of your life as I defend myself CHOOSE NOW FOE."

Another whirlwind......the last three nightmares are too much for even me I dare not repeat the ones I had....but the affect they had on me I woke up shivering, drenched in cold sweat gasping for breath...death, destruction, pain...so much pain!.....that was my past

We are all haunted by our past, We are haunted by the things we have done. Or the things we havent done. Even our Future can be haunted...unless be bring about a change in ourselves.....We run from the past but we can never escape it. Because it is alwayz behind us.....always following