Thursday, January 26, 2006

I Am Alone....Am I?

I keep gettin a funny feeling,
it comes from deep down inside.
I get all mad and angry,
wanting to go and hide.

My doctor calls it depression,
my peepz say it's just me.
But the thoughts and feelings,
no one will ever be able to see.

Some say I'm psycho,
some say I'm just weird.
It's like I'm a different person,
and the old me just died n disappeared.

I get really edgy,
I really want to commit suicide.
Then I get a headache,
followed by me feelin sad.

I wish I could get help,
Yet at the same time I don't,
I wish it would go away.
Maybe if I keep praying real hard,
it will some day.....

.....or will it???