July Blog...I have just been so far behind, and there is still more to add!
On jasper ave....just got out of starbucks, crossed the street and came across Ellaf (is that how u spell it?) who was sitting beside one f the pillars of Fluid, my initial thought was "there's something you don't see often, an Arab hobo!" it was quite a comedy spectacle, there she was sitting up hugging her knees, with her cell in her hands and guess what her explanation was "Im hiding from my dad!" lol....
Hafsa has natural blue eyes! damn thas hot! She was the only person I really actually stooped to talk to and had a convo with (several actually) man it was great to see her let alone talk to her after so long. Oh and Aliya and Sharifa man it was great to speak with them...oh funniest thing, Sharifa being Sharifa (that it being the weird individual she's is) and by doing the foolish things she does, she is walking for the doors at the speed of someone who has to take a duke:P unfortunately for her she ran into some difficulties at the door, instead of pulling the door (like it says on the sign 'PULL') she pushes and ends up crashing into the door and ends up hurting herself!:P
Okay the cutest kid, I had gotten him water and he was like "you put so much" (in urdu) it was so cute!...Oh and a another lil African-American kid was showing me his loose teeth, he was playing with it, so I told him that he should not play with them. He asked to see my teeth, so I did. He saw how big my k9's where and he asked if I was a vampire; "Yes" I replied, his eyes went as big as melons. Laughing I told him I was joking, afterwards he spelt his name on one of my noye cards and doodled. His name is Muhammad good-noor (he did not know how to spell his name, being that he is only 6yrs old) He went on to tell me about how smiling areot supposed to have girlfriends. He also tried pushing the couch, but he could not, cute:P
I drew him some pictures, some of which he wanted to keep so I let him, while I kept a few.
Ran into Ellaf's (spelling it right?) brothers Umjud and Ahmed, I was quite surprised to see Umjud there, ahmed man that lil smurf he had the look of being up to something deviously evil..:P
I got yelled at by my mother the other night. Some fools are spreading crap about me yet again. AND they are going onto my blog, taking my info, misinterpreting it and all that bull. Making my mother cry, when and I say when for I will find out no matter the cost, and I will make them pay for each tear my mother has wept. I will hunt them through all of the 7 hells if need be. May God have mercy on them, for I wont......
~I don't want to be the one battles always choose,
Becuz inside I realize that I'm the one confused,
I don't know what's worth fighting for,
And why I have to scream,
I don't know why I instigate,
And say what I don't mean,
I don't know how I have come this way,
I know it's not alright~
1 comment:
Character is not that of a Muslim's? What do you know of his character? Yes, our actions are ambassadors for our character, but you can never claim to know someone's character, especially if you're not even close to that person. I'm guessing you're not close to Billu.
We all make our choices and Billu has made his choices and he will continue to make his choices. Whether his choices are good or bad, in the end, it's not for us to condemn or judge. Yes, we have the leniency to offer a brother advice and to help him out and suggest that maybe he should be a bit careful around girls and so on but admonishing people with strong language ("so save your bull crap"!) isn't exactly the way to go about giving advice.
Is it any wonder that so many Muslim youth become disgusted with their community and their "friends" since anything they do, they are vilified. It's all a big witch hunt. Whenever any one of us does anything even a bit out of the ordinary or out of custom, even if it's totally within Islam but simply out of bounds with what's expected in the Muslim community, rumours spread like wildfire.
Trust me, whatever bad "choices" Billu has made, I and many others have made far worse choices. To date, in general, most people that I know and the "community" as a whole has treated me really well and given me the benefit of the doubt. No one has shunned me or judged me harshly and because of that kindness lent me, I'm confident I'll make more "good" than "bad" choices insha'allah.
And by the way, pics don't tell much. Some people simply know a lot of people and travel in many different circles and so are caught in many different types of pictures.
Anyways, I suggest that if you're serious about giving Billu advice then you email him personally or give him a call or meet up with him instead of insulting his character while hiding behind a random, anonymous user name.
Regards,
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