Monday, November 07, 2005

Contemplating

Alas! Ramadan and Eid has come and gone, like every good thing nothing lasts on this world. I Inshallah will keep a strong Emaan and will be able to continue to strengthen my Emaan and strive towards uniting the Ummah...so much to do, and I dont even know when nor how I will die....will I get killed in a car crash?...be shoot? stabbed? beatin to death?....will my enemies finally succecd? or will I choke on a morsel of food? mite I be so overcome with grief that I will contemplate suicide? even do the evil deed? n many more.....

All of these are on my mind daily, akways having to watch my back cuz of some buck. The past continually haunts me becuz of the foolish, the stupid mistakes I made in the past thinking im like Immortal (in a sense)...a foolish boy I was, but a boy I am no longer....I am a Man, most of all I am a Muslim!

~Ummah before self~

1 comment:

~Death Before Dishonor~ said...

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