Have you considered the water which you drink? Do you bring down the rain, or do we? If it was our will, we could have made it salty; why do you not then, give thanks?

could be a wolf in disguise...
I could be an angel in your eyes...
Never judge a book by it's cover...



I could be one or the other

Speakin my own thoughts...

Shoot me
Tear me apart
Torture me
Wound me
Hurt me
Abuse me
And the list just goes on.....

I will still love you....


there was so much I wanted to write in here but I guess I will just leave that for another time....still hurtin

~fuck this

Icy love

Lettin go....

Let me be

just a fucked up world aint it?....ppl say they are there but itz all bulshit....not hollding on to anything, why should I? im just goignt ot get hurt in the end.....fuck it....

just lettin everything go....everyone....

I'm going, I'm going.....gone!

None caN c0mpAre cuz I cAnt keep my eyEs ofF thAt GuRL...

Neva Fret, Neva Frown

When exhaustion gets tired
When agony doubles over in pain
When defeat waves a white flag
I will still be here

My tea's gone cold, I'm wonderin why i got out of bed at all.the morning rain drops on my window and i can't see at all. And even if i could it'd all be grey. but your picture on my wall.It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad.....

Me against the world...

i'm tired of being what you want me to be
feeling so faithless lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
put under the pressure
of walking in your shoes
[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]

every step that I take is another mistake to you
i've become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
i'm becoming this all
I want to do is be more like me
and be less like you

can't you see that you're smothering me
holding too tightly afraid to lose control
cause everything that you thought
I would be has fallen apart right in front of you
[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]

every step that I take is another mistake to you
[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
and every second I waste is more than I can take
but I know I may end up failing too
but I know you were just like me with someone disappointed in you

Time marches: Seasons change...

Random gibberish

Flip why do you gotta be such a hater yogz? :P
Thank Tunnu for explaining the whole 'destiny's child theory'
Random why the hell do u gotta be so random?
J..no comment :P
Laila, I want my donair!
Maria flip i need ur poli sci notes!
Mariam I still do not know how to spell ur name
Lateefah, be original!
Marc, flippin sweet hair bro
Yahya, I kinda want my 'A Feast for crows' back
Eric, what the hell is wrong wit you? :P
Solmon, wheres my present?
Jacob, why must u be such a hater?
Mario, Aman, Marqus, Tony why cant we all just get along :P

Lovin it...

Im out the fight the Devil,

but never fought myself

Read a thousand books,

but never read myself

My soul is starving it needs to be fed,

lord I need your help

Hell with the devil,

my biggest enemy is myself

The way her eyes catch the light,
no treasure in the world can match that sight...

*sigh*

You...

Black hair long and woven with nightshade, black robes trailing from her slender form, a whisper of silk. She is beautiful, her face delicate and finely wrought, her brown skin seems almost ethereal...

Equisitely formed, lithe and deicate, yet stronger than steel.


~Love, it is not always wise. It can lead one to great folly, but we follow our heart...where ever it takes us, do we not?

Everything you want

Somewhere there's speaking
It's already coming in
Oh and it's rising at the back of your mind
You never could get it
Unless you were fed it
Now you're here and you don't know why

But under skinned knees and the skid marks
Past the places where you used to learn
You howl and listen
Listen and wait for the
Echoes of angels who won't return

He's everything you want
He's everything you need
He's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you
And you don't know why

You're waiting for someone
To put you together
You're waiting for someone to push you away
There's always another wound to discover
There's always something more you wish he'd say

He's everything you want
He's everything you need
He's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you
And you don't know why

But you'll just sit tight
And watch it unwind
It's only what you're asking for
And you'll be just fine
With all of your time
It's only what you're waiting for

Out of the island
Into the highway
Past the places where you might have turned
You never did notice
But you still hide away
The anger of angels who won't return

I am everything you want
I am everything you need
I am everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
I say all the right things
At exactly the right time
But I mean nothing to you and I don't know why
And I don't know why



~Hurtin~

If I die.

If I die,
Please dont Judge me,
Because I will not judge you.

And if I Die,
Please don't judge me,
For I would die for you....

Random

Sitting in class with Maria n Laila talkin there gurl talk, why is it that they sit on both sides of me n talk to one another???? grrrr :P........A freind emailed me and asked me why is was that gurls are more into kids than guys n well that was just roughly what he asked, so bringing this up with several of my female freinds I have come to this conclusion.......so u know who this is for n I am just going to put it up on my blog n u can read it from here kape????

I believe that since women are limited in how many children they can produce to perpetuate their genes, they have a greater investment in their children than do men, who can sire many offspring. For the sake of her and her children women tend to value characteristics such as size and strength, oh and monetary resources. This being so a man who can continue to provide resources for his family is one who is dependable, stable, 'masculine (big and strong), intelligent, and in good health (unless he is older...but wealthier, flippin gold diggers).

Love

Love....it is a mystery.....such a broad word....nobody rweally understand it do they???

People have been known to lie, cheat, steal, and even kill in it's name, yet no one knows quite what it is...