Speakin my own thoughts...

Shoot me
Tear me apart
Torture me
Wound me
Hurt me
Abuse me
And the list just goes on.....

I will still love you....


there was so much I wanted to write in here but I guess I will just leave that for another time....still hurtin

~fuck this

Icy love

Lettin go....

Let me be

just a fucked up world aint it?....ppl say they are there but itz all bulshit....not hollding on to anything, why should I? im just goignt ot get hurt in the end.....fuck it....

just lettin everything go....everyone....

I'm going, I'm going.....gone!

None caN c0mpAre cuz I cAnt keep my eyEs ofF thAt GuRL...

Neva Fret, Neva Frown

When exhaustion gets tired
When agony doubles over in pain
When defeat waves a white flag
I will still be here

My tea's gone cold, I'm wonderin why i got out of bed at all.the morning rain drops on my window and i can't see at all. And even if i could it'd all be grey. but your picture on my wall.It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad.....

Me against the world...

i'm tired of being what you want me to be
feeling so faithless lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
put under the pressure
of walking in your shoes
[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]

every step that I take is another mistake to you
i've become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
i'm becoming this all
I want to do is be more like me
and be less like you

can't you see that you're smothering me
holding too tightly afraid to lose control
cause everything that you thought
I would be has fallen apart right in front of you
[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]

every step that I take is another mistake to you
[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
and every second I waste is more than I can take
but I know I may end up failing too
but I know you were just like me with someone disappointed in you

Time marches: Seasons change...