Shoot me
Tear me apart
Torture me
Wound me
Hurt me
Abuse me
And the list just goes on.....
I will still love you....
there was so much I wanted to write in here but I guess I will just leave that for another time....still hurtin
~fuck this
Saturday, December 30, 2006
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
Lettin go....
Let me be
just a fucked up world aint it?....ppl say they are there but itz all bulshit....not hollding on to anything, why should I? im just goignt ot get hurt in the end.....fuck it....
just lettin everything go....everyone....
I'm going, I'm going.....gone!
just a fucked up world aint it?....ppl say they are there but itz all bulshit....not hollding on to anything, why should I? im just goignt ot get hurt in the end.....fuck it....
just lettin everything go....everyone....
I'm going, I'm going.....gone!
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
Neva Fret, Neva Frown
When exhaustion gets tired
When agony doubles over in pain
When defeat waves a white flag
I will still be here
When agony doubles over in pain
When defeat waves a white flag
I will still be here
Monday, December 04, 2006
Me against the world...
i'm tired of being what you want me to be
feeling so faithless lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
put under the pressure
of walking in your shoes
[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
every step that I take is another mistake to you
i've become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
i'm becoming this all
I want to do is be more like me
and be less like you
can't you see that you're smothering me
holding too tightly afraid to lose control
cause everything that you thought
I would be has fallen apart right in front of you
[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
every step that I take is another mistake to you
[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
and every second I waste is more than I can take
but I know I may end up failing too
but I know you were just like me with someone disappointed in you
feeling so faithless lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
put under the pressure
of walking in your shoes
[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
every step that I take is another mistake to you
i've become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
i'm becoming this all
I want to do is be more like me
and be less like you
can't you see that you're smothering me
holding too tightly afraid to lose control
cause everything that you thought
I would be has fallen apart right in front of you
[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
every step that I take is another mistake to you
[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
and every second I waste is more than I can take
but I know I may end up failing too
but I know you were just like me with someone disappointed in you
Friday, December 01, 2006
Sunday, November 19, 2006
Random gibberish
Flip why do you gotta be such a hater yogz? :P
Thank Tunnu for explaining the whole 'destiny's child theory'
Random why the hell do u gotta be so random?
J..no comment :P
Laila, I want my donair!
Maria flip i need ur poli sci notes!
Mariam I still do not know how to spell ur name
Lateefah, be original!
Marc, flippin sweet hair bro
Yahya, I kinda want my 'A Feast for crows' back
Eric, what the hell is wrong wit you? :P
Solmon, wheres my present?
Jacob, why must u be such a hater?
Mario, Aman, Marqus, Tony why cant we all just get along :P
Thank Tunnu for explaining the whole 'destiny's child theory'
Random why the hell do u gotta be so random?
J..no comment :P
Laila, I want my donair!
Maria flip i need ur poli sci notes!
Mariam I still do not know how to spell ur name
Lateefah, be original!
Marc, flippin sweet hair bro
Yahya, I kinda want my 'A Feast for crows' back
Eric, what the hell is wrong wit you? :P
Solmon, wheres my present?
Jacob, why must u be such a hater?
Mario, Aman, Marqus, Tony why cant we all just get along :P
Friday, November 17, 2006
Lovin it...
Im out the fight the Devil,
but never fought myself
Read a thousand books,
but never read myself
My soul is starving it needs to be fed,
lord I need your help
Hell with the devil,
my biggest enemy is myself
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
Friday, November 10, 2006
You...
Black hair long and woven with nightshade, black robes trailing from her slender form, a whisper of silk. She is beautiful, her face delicate and finely wrought, her brown skin seems almost ethereal...
Equisitely formed, lithe and deicate, yet stronger than steel.
~Love, it is not always wise. It can lead one to great folly, but we follow our heart...where ever it takes us, do we not?
Equisitely formed, lithe and deicate, yet stronger than steel.
~Love, it is not always wise. It can lead one to great folly, but we follow our heart...where ever it takes us, do we not?
Monday, November 06, 2006
Everything you want
Somewhere there's speaking
It's already coming in
Oh and it's rising at the back of your mind
You never could get it
Unless you were fed it
Now you're here and you don't know why
But under skinned knees and the skid marks
Past the places where you used to learn
You howl and listen
Listen and wait for the
Echoes of angels who won't return
He's everything you want
He's everything you need
He's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you
And you don't know why
You're waiting for someone
To put you together
You're waiting for someone to push you away
There's always another wound to discover
There's always something more you wish he'd say
He's everything you want
He's everything you need
He's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you
And you don't know why
But you'll just sit tight
And watch it unwind
It's only what you're asking for
And you'll be just fine
With all of your time
It's only what you're waiting for
Out of the island
Into the highway
Past the places where you might have turned
You never did notice
But you still hide away
The anger of angels who won't return
I am everything you want
I am everything you need
I am everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
I say all the right things
At exactly the right time
But I mean nothing to you and I don't know why
And I don't know why
~Hurtin~
It's already coming in
Oh and it's rising at the back of your mind
You never could get it
Unless you were fed it
Now you're here and you don't know why
But under skinned knees and the skid marks
Past the places where you used to learn
You howl and listen
Listen and wait for the
Echoes of angels who won't return
He's everything you want
He's everything you need
He's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you
And you don't know why
You're waiting for someone
To put you together
You're waiting for someone to push you away
There's always another wound to discover
There's always something more you wish he'd say
He's everything you want
He's everything you need
He's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you
And you don't know why
But you'll just sit tight
And watch it unwind
It's only what you're asking for
And you'll be just fine
With all of your time
It's only what you're waiting for
Out of the island
Into the highway
Past the places where you might have turned
You never did notice
But you still hide away
The anger of angels who won't return
I am everything you want
I am everything you need
I am everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
I say all the right things
At exactly the right time
But I mean nothing to you and I don't know why
And I don't know why
~Hurtin~
Friday, November 03, 2006
If I die.
If I die,
Please dont Judge me,
Because I will not judge you.
And if I Die,
Please don't judge me,
For I would die for you....
Please dont Judge me,
Because I will not judge you.
And if I Die,
Please don't judge me,
For I would die for you....
Monday, October 30, 2006
Random
Sitting in class with Maria n Laila talkin there gurl talk, why is it that they sit on both sides of me n talk to one another???? grrrr :P........A freind emailed me and asked me why is was that gurls are more into kids than guys n well that was just roughly what he asked, so bringing this up with several of my female freinds I have come to this conclusion.......so u know who this is for n I am just going to put it up on my blog n u can read it from here kape????
I believe that since women are limited in how many children they can produce to perpetuate their genes, they have a greater investment in their children than do men, who can sire many offspring. For the sake of her and her children women tend to value characteristics such as size and strength, oh and monetary resources. This being so a man who can continue to provide resources for his family is one who is dependable, stable, 'masculine (big and strong), intelligent, and in good health (unless he is older...but wealthier, flippin gold diggers).
I believe that since women are limited in how many children they can produce to perpetuate their genes, they have a greater investment in their children than do men, who can sire many offspring. For the sake of her and her children women tend to value characteristics such as size and strength, oh and monetary resources. This being so a man who can continue to provide resources for his family is one who is dependable, stable, 'masculine (big and strong), intelligent, and in good health (unless he is older...but wealthier, flippin gold diggers).
Friday, October 06, 2006
Love
Love....it is a mystery.....such a broad word....nobody rweally understand it do they???
People have been known to lie, cheat, steal, and even kill in it's name, yet no one knows quite what it is...
People have been known to lie, cheat, steal, and even kill in it's name, yet no one knows quite what it is...
Monday, October 02, 2006
Remember Me?
My name is Gossip.
I have no respect for justice.
I maim without killing. I break hearts and ruin lives.
I am cunning, malicious and gather strength with age.
The more I am quoted, the more I am believed.
I flourish at every level of society.
My victims are helpless. They cannot protect themselves against me
because I have no name and face.
To track me down is impossible. The harder you try, the more elusive I become.
I am nobody's friend.
Once I tarnish a reputation, it is never the same.
I topple governments and wreck marriages. I ruin careers and cause sleepless nights,
heartaches and indigestion. I spawn suspicion and generate grief. I make innocent people cry in their pillows.....Even my name hisses.
I am called GOSSIP. Office gossip, party gossip, school gossip.
I make headlines and headaches.
Remember before you repeat a story, ask yourself; is it true? is it fair? is it necessary??? If not, do not repeat it ( the Prophet Muhammed (saw) said "it is like eating the flesh of your own brother(sister)")
~Great minds discuss ideas...Average minds discuss events...Shallow minds discuss people.....So which one are you?
I have no respect for justice.
I maim without killing. I break hearts and ruin lives.
I am cunning, malicious and gather strength with age.
The more I am quoted, the more I am believed.
I flourish at every level of society.
My victims are helpless. They cannot protect themselves against me
because I have no name and face.
To track me down is impossible. The harder you try, the more elusive I become.
I am nobody's friend.
Once I tarnish a reputation, it is never the same.
I topple governments and wreck marriages. I ruin careers and cause sleepless nights,
heartaches and indigestion. I spawn suspicion and generate grief. I make innocent people cry in their pillows.....Even my name hisses.
I am called GOSSIP. Office gossip, party gossip, school gossip.
I make headlines and headaches.
Remember before you repeat a story, ask yourself; is it true? is it fair? is it necessary??? If not, do not repeat it ( the Prophet Muhammed (saw) said "it is like eating the flesh of your own brother(sister)")
~Great minds discuss ideas...Average minds discuss events...Shallow minds discuss people.....So which one are you?
Saturday, September 30, 2006
A part of me died last night.... ~i'm tired of being what you want me to be feeling so faithless lost under the surface~ I'm feeling so empty ~I don't know what you're expecting of me put under the pressure of walking in your shoes every step that i take is another mistake to you i've become so numbi can't feel you there become so tired so much more aware~ |
"The shortest distance between a problem and a solution is the distance between your knees and the floor.The one who kneels to the Almighty can stand up to anything."
Friday, September 29, 2006
A Simple Hello...
I have always felt sympathy and compassion for those that I see at school walking all alone, for the ones who sit in the back of the room while everyone looks and makes fun of them or just simply ingnores them. At first I never did anything about it. Guess I figured that someone else would. I did not take the time really to think about the depth of their pain. Then one day I thought, what if I did take a moment out of my busy schedule to simply say hello to someone without a friend or stop and chat with some eating by thereself. And I did, I do. It feels so good to brighten up someone else's life. How do I know one would ask? Simple, for years ever since elementary I was in their shoes...until the day came a simple hello from a stranger changed my life forever.....
So I ask you as a Friend, a Brother, a Stranger....To take time out, I know we are all busy...places to go ppl to see, of your life and to say hello for you never know what it will lead to.....
So I ask you as a Friend, a Brother, a Stranger....To take time out, I know we are all busy...places to go ppl to see, of your life and to say hello for you never know what it will lead to.....
K umm where to start???
Well Ramadan is not going on that well...I am struggling to wake up at a time that in any other time of the year I have no trouble waking up.....ummm actually I just going to leave off on this topic there is just too much to it......
School, again just going to leave off too much stress, 3 exams next week!
AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Really just so many emotions going through em I do not know how to control, explain or anything....:S
There is so much I wanted tot write on my blog but never had the chance and now here I am with the chance to write it all down...but I cannot recall anything I had wanted to write...Fleeting thoughts......
Wow this is rather a pointless entry......
~My tea's gone cold,
I'm wonderin why I got out of bed at all
The morning rain drops on my window and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'd all be grey
But your picture on my wall
It reminds me that it's not so bad
it's not so bad~
Well Ramadan is not going on that well...I am struggling to wake up at a time that in any other time of the year I have no trouble waking up.....ummm actually I just going to leave off on this topic there is just too much to it......
School, again just going to leave off too much stress, 3 exams next week!
AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Really just so many emotions going through em I do not know how to control, explain or anything....:S
There is so much I wanted tot write on my blog but never had the chance and now here I am with the chance to write it all down...but I cannot recall anything I had wanted to write...Fleeting thoughts......
Wow this is rather a pointless entry......
~My tea's gone cold,
I'm wonderin why I got out of bed at all
The morning rain drops on my window and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'd all be grey
But your picture on my wall
It reminds me that it's not so bad
it's not so bad~
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
k weirdest dream...so weird that I am hesitant to tell it but I have to just get it out cuz it will not leave my head!
okay here it goes.....
Im at meyokumin (my elementry and favorite place to play bball) shooting some hoops....Anyways ill just skip all this n get to the main part k so basically I end up playing ball with all the random ppl I hae played basketball with, so a whole bunch of white boys, lil kids, 2 native kids, some afro-american guys, n about 5-6 azn guys.....n then watching us play are all the random gurlz I have ever talked to, n they where wearing what they where when I spoke with them...so alot of arab, white, black, n azn, and a couple of brown gurls. What the wore varied some I spoke to at the beach, some in school, work, mall, wherever I went.....and ya I don't really recall the rest at the moment but yea....as I have sayed before really weird
okay here it goes.....
Im at meyokumin (my elementry and favorite place to play bball) shooting some hoops....Anyways ill just skip all this n get to the main part k so basically I end up playing ball with all the random ppl I hae played basketball with, so a whole bunch of white boys, lil kids, 2 native kids, some afro-american guys, n about 5-6 azn guys.....n then watching us play are all the random gurlz I have ever talked to, n they where wearing what they where when I spoke with them...so alot of arab, white, black, n azn, and a couple of brown gurls. What the wore varied some I spoke to at the beach, some in school, work, mall, wherever I went.....and ya I don't really recall the rest at the moment but yea....as I have sayed before really weird
Sunday, September 24, 2006
If you wanna go and take a ride wit me
we're 3-wheelin in the 4 with the gold d's
oh why do i live this way(hey) (must be the money)
if you wanna go and get high wit me
smoke an L in the back of the benzie
oh why must i feel this way
(hey) (must be the money)
in the club on the late nite feelin right
lookin tryin to spot somethin real nice
looking for a lil shorty i noticed
so that i can take home (i can take home)
she can be 18 18 wit a attitudeor 19 kinda snotty actin real rude
but as long as you a thicky thicky thick
girl you know that its on (you know that its on)
i peep somethin comin towards me on the dance floor
sexy and real slow (hey)
sayin she was peepin and i dig the last video
so when nelly can we go?
how could i tell her no
her measurements was 36 25 34
feel iti like the way you brush your hair
and i like those stylish clothes you wear
i like the way the light hit the ice and glare
and i can see you boo from way over there
if you wanna go and take a ride wit me
we're 3-wheelin in the 4 with the gold d'soh why do i live this way
(hey) (must be the money)
if you wanna go and get high wit me
smoke an L in the back of the benzieoh why must i feel this way
(hey) (must be the money)
face a body front and back, don't know how to act
without the vouchers on the boots shes bringing nothin back
you should feel the impact shop on plastic where the sky's is the limit
and them haters can't get past that
watch me as i gas that four dot six range
watch the candy-paint change every time i switch lanes
it feels strange now
makin a livin off my brain instead of caine now
i got the title from my momma put the whip in my own name now
damn shit done changed now
running credit checks with no shame now
i feel the fame now come oni can't complain no moreshit i'm the man now
in and outta my own town(i'm getting pages)
out of new jersey from courtney b
tellin me about a party up in n y cand can i make it damn right
i'll be on the next flight
payin cash first class sittin next to vanna white
if you wanna go and take a ride wit me
we're 3-wheelin in the 4 with the gold d'soh why do i live this way
(hey) (must be the money)
if you wanna go and get high wit me
smoke an L in the back of the benzieoh why must i feel this way
(hey) (must be the money)
if you wanna go and take a ride wit me
we're 3-wheelin in the 4 with the gold d'soh why do i live this way
(hey) (must be the money)
if you wanna go and get high wit me
smoke an L in the back of the benzieoh why must i feel this way
(hey) (must be the money)
check check
yo i know somethin you don't know
and i got somethin to tell ya
you won't believe how many people straight doubted the flowmost said that i was a failure
but now the same mutha fuckaz askin me for dough
and i'm yellin i can't help ya
yo nelly can we get tickets to the next show
hell naw you for real
hey yo now that i'm a fly guyand i fly high
niggas wanna know why why i fly by
but yo its all goodrange rover all wood
do me like you should
fuck me good suck me good
we be them stud niggas
wishin you was niggas
poppin like we drug dealers
simply cuz she bug mackin
honey in the club me in the benzi see a cutie tellin me to leave wit you and your friends
so if shorty wanna knock we knockin to this
and if shorty wanna rock we rockin to this
and if shorty wanna pop we poppin the crisshorty wanna see the ice then i ice the wrist
city talk nelly listen
nelly talk city listen
when i fuck fly bitches
when i walk pay attention
see the ice on the wrist
niggas starin at the glist
honeys lookin no they wish
come on boo gimme kiss c'mon
if you wanna go and take a ride wit me
we're 3-wheelin in the 4 with the gold d'soh why do i live this way
(hey) (must be the money)
if you wanna go and get high wit me
smoke an L in the back of the benzieoh why must i feel this way
(hey) (must be the money)
if you wanna go and take a ride wit me
we're 3-wheelin in the 4 with the gold d'soh why do i live this way
(hey) (must be the money)
if you wanna go and get high wit me
smoke an L in the back of the benzieoh why must i feel this way
(hey) (must be the money)
we're 3-wheelin in the 4 with the gold d's
oh why do i live this way(hey) (must be the money)
if you wanna go and get high wit me
smoke an L in the back of the benzie
oh why must i feel this way
(hey) (must be the money)
in the club on the late nite feelin right
lookin tryin to spot somethin real nice
looking for a lil shorty i noticed
so that i can take home (i can take home)
she can be 18 18 wit a attitudeor 19 kinda snotty actin real rude
but as long as you a thicky thicky thick
girl you know that its on (you know that its on)
i peep somethin comin towards me on the dance floor
sexy and real slow (hey)
sayin she was peepin and i dig the last video
so when nelly can we go?
how could i tell her no
her measurements was 36 25 34
feel iti like the way you brush your hair
and i like those stylish clothes you wear
i like the way the light hit the ice and glare
and i can see you boo from way over there
if you wanna go and take a ride wit me
we're 3-wheelin in the 4 with the gold d'soh why do i live this way
(hey) (must be the money)
if you wanna go and get high wit me
smoke an L in the back of the benzieoh why must i feel this way
(hey) (must be the money)
face a body front and back, don't know how to act
without the vouchers on the boots shes bringing nothin back
you should feel the impact shop on plastic where the sky's is the limit
and them haters can't get past that
watch me as i gas that four dot six range
watch the candy-paint change every time i switch lanes
it feels strange now
makin a livin off my brain instead of caine now
i got the title from my momma put the whip in my own name now
damn shit done changed now
running credit checks with no shame now
i feel the fame now come oni can't complain no moreshit i'm the man now
in and outta my own town(i'm getting pages)
out of new jersey from courtney b
tellin me about a party up in n y cand can i make it damn right
i'll be on the next flight
payin cash first class sittin next to vanna white
if you wanna go and take a ride wit me
we're 3-wheelin in the 4 with the gold d'soh why do i live this way
(hey) (must be the money)
if you wanna go and get high wit me
smoke an L in the back of the benzieoh why must i feel this way
(hey) (must be the money)
if you wanna go and take a ride wit me
we're 3-wheelin in the 4 with the gold d'soh why do i live this way
(hey) (must be the money)
if you wanna go and get high wit me
smoke an L in the back of the benzieoh why must i feel this way
(hey) (must be the money)
check check
yo i know somethin you don't know
and i got somethin to tell ya
you won't believe how many people straight doubted the flowmost said that i was a failure
but now the same mutha fuckaz askin me for dough
and i'm yellin i can't help ya
yo nelly can we get tickets to the next show
hell naw you for real
hey yo now that i'm a fly guyand i fly high
niggas wanna know why why i fly by
but yo its all goodrange rover all wood
do me like you should
fuck me good suck me good
we be them stud niggas
wishin you was niggas
poppin like we drug dealers
simply cuz she bug mackin
honey in the club me in the benzi see a cutie tellin me to leave wit you and your friends
so if shorty wanna knock we knockin to this
and if shorty wanna rock we rockin to this
and if shorty wanna pop we poppin the crisshorty wanna see the ice then i ice the wrist
city talk nelly listen
nelly talk city listen
when i fuck fly bitches
when i walk pay attention
see the ice on the wrist
niggas starin at the glist
honeys lookin no they wish
come on boo gimme kiss c'mon
if you wanna go and take a ride wit me
we're 3-wheelin in the 4 with the gold d'soh why do i live this way
(hey) (must be the money)
if you wanna go and get high wit me
smoke an L in the back of the benzieoh why must i feel this way
(hey) (must be the money)
if you wanna go and take a ride wit me
we're 3-wheelin in the 4 with the gold d'soh why do i live this way
(hey) (must be the money)
if you wanna go and get high wit me
smoke an L in the back of the benzieoh why must i feel this way
(hey) (must be the money)
Girl, he simping (Simpin)
I walk up in the club with a limpin (Limpin)
God listen, what you gonna do, with this pimpin
What you gonna do, with this pimpin
Girl, I'm a call ya (Call ya)
Later on tonight or tomorrow ('Morrow), now follow
What you gonna do, with this baller
What you gonna do, with this baller
I walk up in the club with a limpin (Limpin)
God listen, what you gonna do, with this pimpin
What you gonna do, with this pimpin
Girl, I'm a call ya (Call ya)
Later on tonight or tomorrow ('Morrow), now follow
What you gonna do, with this baller
What you gonna do, with this baller
I don't wanna know....
Somebody said they saw you
The person you were kissing wasn't me
And I would never ask you
I just kept it to myself
I don't wanna know
If your playin me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if your creepin, please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know
Oh baby I think about it when I hold you
When lookin in your eyes, I can't believe
I don't mean to know the truth
Baby keep it to yourself
I don't wanna know
If your playin me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if your creepin, please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know
Baby taught you better then me (taught you better then me)
Then why you fall asleep (why you fall asleep)
Shove 'em off and stay, what you used to do to me (do to me baby)
If your better off that way (better off that way)
Baby what I like to say (all that I can say)
Go on and do your thing and don't come back to me (Stay away from me baby)
The person you were kissing wasn't me
And I would never ask you
I just kept it to myself
I don't wanna know
If your playin me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if your creepin, please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know
Oh baby I think about it when I hold you
When lookin in your eyes, I can't believe
I don't mean to know the truth
Baby keep it to yourself
I don't wanna know
If your playin me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if your creepin, please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know
Baby taught you better then me (taught you better then me)
Then why you fall asleep (why you fall asleep)
Shove 'em off and stay, what you used to do to me (do to me baby)
If your better off that way (better off that way)
Baby what I like to say (all that I can say)
Go on and do your thing and don't come back to me (Stay away from me baby)
......
Somewhere in this darkness
there is a light I can't find
maybe I'm just blind
to see what's in front of my eyes
I don't want to lie
there's an other world inside of me
that you may never see
there's secrets in this life
I can't hide
and I just need some time
to patch me up inside
but I can't take me
inside and hide
everything I am
I can't be anymore
and even if I could be me
I would give up everything
if only for your good
I'll say goodbye to all my troubles
I'm coming closer to the edge
kiss me while I'm still alive
kiss me while I kiss the sky
let me die on my own terms
and now I'll follow my own way
maybe try to life on an other day...
there is a light I can't find
maybe I'm just blind
to see what's in front of my eyes
I don't want to lie
there's an other world inside of me
that you may never see
there's secrets in this life
I can't hide
and I just need some time
to patch me up inside
but I can't take me
inside and hide
everything I am
I can't be anymore
and even if I could be me
I would give up everything
if only for your good
I'll say goodbye to all my troubles
I'm coming closer to the edge
kiss me while I'm still alive
kiss me while I kiss the sky
let me die on my own terms
and now I'll follow my own way
maybe try to life on an other day...
Saturday, September 23, 2006
Born to be hated, dying to be loved
As one might have noticed I have been putting all these pics up just to get my mind off of things, but it seems some of these pics just bring back those painful memories....I am fasting yet I'm so stressed and angry.
I have not slept since the night before and quite frankly I am not tired at all, weird is it not? As I type I am getting ready for the funeral of one of my best friends, a friend whom I have known since childhood.
The first day of Ramadan and already some much has happened, makes you shudder to think what else is in store.....
I have not slept since the night before and quite frankly I am not tired at all, weird is it not? As I type I am getting ready for the funeral of one of my best friends, a friend whom I have known since childhood.
The first day of Ramadan and already some much has happened, makes you shudder to think what else is in store.....
Friday, September 22, 2006
Thursday, September 21, 2006
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