Friday, December 30, 2005
Confusion
Many people have died in the name of Religon than they have ever died of Cancer.
.......And we try to Cure cancer.
Confusion..
Confusion...
Random
well since some stupid genius could not make it on wed we had to delay our trip for HIM not that im COMPLAINING! I mean SOME of us where just hyped up n ready to go rite MAHMOUD!?! ......but hey on further not where leaving at 2100 hrs cant wait :D, i wanted to leave at 0500 but these wimpy arabs guys could not get up, thas y u dont go clubbin! but they jus had to go to turkish las nite....stupid arrrabs:P grrrrr but hey all expenses paid trip i aint gonna complain :D ...n ya thas my story
oh n i watched some of king kong it was boring so i got up n left n read a book:P .....but Narnia was awsome!!!!!!
oh n i watched some of king kong it was boring so i got up n left n read a book:P .....but Narnia was awsome!!!!!!
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
Forever running...
The sky was gloom of cloud, the woods dead and frozen. Roots grabbed at my feet as I ran, and bare branches lashed my face leaving thin stripes of blood across my cheeks. I crashed through heedless, breathless, icicles flying to pieces before me...running, I am sick of running.....
Sunday, December 25, 2005
Scotland...
Saturday, December 24, 2005
Oath
I never asked for nothin I don't demand of myself
Honesty, loyalty,and then wealth
Death before dishonor and I tell you what else
I tighten my belt 'fore I beg for your help
~something a dear freind of mine sent to me, it reminds me of well....me I guess, im not tryin to sound all crazy or anything but its the words that are what I try and live by.....from my freinds and allies all i want is honesty n loyalty, Death before Dishonor..what could i say about this?...what I could say and will say if that to some extent im actually understood by someone...but then again she is like a sista 2 me.....I dont beg, i dont give in easily n ill fight to my dyin breath.......
Honesty, loyalty,and then wealth
Death before dishonor and I tell you what else
I tighten my belt 'fore I beg for your help
~something a dear freind of mine sent to me, it reminds me of well....me I guess, im not tryin to sound all crazy or anything but its the words that are what I try and live by.....from my freinds and allies all i want is honesty n loyalty, Death before Dishonor..what could i say about this?...what I could say and will say if that to some extent im actually understood by someone...but then again she is like a sista 2 me.....I dont beg, i dont give in easily n ill fight to my dyin breath.......
Thursday, December 22, 2005
Random
If you stand there with your mouth open, a weasel is likely to mistake it for itz lair and run down your throat. If you have something to say, say it! Otherwise beware of weasels....
juz some random quote or w/e that came to my mind as i sit here wit maryhem (shes gonna kill me i dont know how 2 spell her name:P) n Laila man there so flippin boring! all they do is talk! cant even let a brother read.....not to mention sleep.....n on top of that they want to go shoppin agian! "we need a guys opnion n you know so much about fashion" is what they keep sayin im sure theres otha ppl out there n not me....oh that reminds me i gotta go n grab a new pair of dress boots....so i mite go....but araaagh goin wit them requires so much walking! by the time we are done i feel that my feet are going to fall off, i flippin finshed a mareathon or somethin......
juz some random quote or w/e that came to my mind as i sit here wit maryhem (shes gonna kill me i dont know how 2 spell her name:P) n Laila man there so flippin boring! all they do is talk! cant even let a brother read.....not to mention sleep.....n on top of that they want to go shoppin agian! "we need a guys opnion n you know so much about fashion" is what they keep sayin im sure theres otha ppl out there n not me....oh that reminds me i gotta go n grab a new pair of dress boots....so i mite go....but araaagh goin wit them requires so much walking! by the time we are done i feel that my feet are going to fall off, i flippin finshed a mareathon or somethin......
Hell Fire
I really love the 2nd part in the song (Everybody will come to the hour)
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
What got me to this point,
why am I not surprised.
No need for rewind,
my life flashes right before my eyes,
I wasn’t unlike most,
and specifically speaking
Grew up Muslim in public school,
Islamic school on the weekend,
Once in a while made it to Jummah maybe not even that,
As far as Islam is concerned it really wasn’t where my head was at,
But it was cool if I made grades on the home front,
A 4.0 my parents bought me anything I want.
The "fly-est" gear to help me cop them digits,
Then maybe when I am 30 I'll become religious
But later came,
my disposition stayed the same,
Live your life one way too long it's not so easy to change
I refrained from the things that was said to help me gain
And indulge in the things that I should of obstained
Mixed up caught up, going out of my brainI guess it's about the time,
I ran into "Mary Jane"
Inhalations in my breath,
got my mind thinking less,
oh yes,
And in this state I met the angel of death,
And then came the time for Allah to resurrect,
My soul from the clutches of a six foot depth
I find myself surrounded by the company I kept
Realizing full well this was the day of regret
And over the horizon,
slowly it crept,
Anticipation thoughts racing and I'm losing my breath
And with all my might my right arm I stretch,
Imagine my reaction,
I caught my book in my left,
I caught my book in my LEFT!!!
I caught my book in my left!
Save me from the, Hell fire, Hell fire, Hell fire
Save me from the, Hell fire, Hell fire, Hell fire
Everybody will come to the hour
When we stand all alone in horror
And we hope that our deeds will help us through
Only one we can blame is ourselves
We were blessed with our youth and our health
And we wonder why our deeds are few
Everybody-gets a wake up call,
Take a warning before the nightfall
Use the time right now for making prayer
And on the day when there is no shelter
The good deeds are your only helpers
You'll be proud when you see that they're there.
I’m looking back now at my life on the earth
Been thinking about my deeds and what everything was worth
Like the time I was listening to a speech about Hell,
It really made me scared cause he broke it down well,
Never you forget about those angels undercover,
or the..Day when your good deeds are weighed against the others
Bad deeds brought together,
then you discover Your good deeds are just feathers,
you start to shudderT
hen- the- angels come nasty, ugly as ever,
Grab you by the forehead,
and start to make you suffer
Hot, boiling water,
Burning fire forever,
Waiting for a pause in the pain, but it be never
->As I rode to my school,
I told myself there ain’t no way I’m gonna be a fool,
And forget Allah’s rules.
Eyes on the prize,
gonna stay wise,
As I go to class,
socialize with the guys.
But whoa!
look at the time,
the next prayer’s in,
I’m here chillin’ - they’ll start staring
Slip to bathroom,
find an empty classroom,
Don’t wanna miss a prayer here at school or even at home
Man it was a struggle,
trying to be a Muslim and staying out of trouble,
The stress seemed double,
Even watching TV, I have to have control,
Hands on remote control,
just to save my soul
But deep in my heart yo I knew it,
I could really do it,
If I pushed myself through it,
Living all my youth with Islam,
see it only grew me stronger,
Withholding temptations for longer and longer,
But now it pays off, if the fire stays off,
Be chilling for eternity forever days off,
Got my book in right and my fate is looking well,
They put struggles of my youth on the good side of my scale
With the mercy of Allah,
I won’t fail,
Cause truly
Not a moment, not a moment did I want in Hell.
Cause not a moment, not a moment would I want in hell.
Chorus
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
What got me to this point,
why am I not surprised.
No need for rewind,
my life flashes right before my eyes,
I wasn’t unlike most,
and specifically speaking
Grew up Muslim in public school,
Islamic school on the weekend,
Once in a while made it to Jummah maybe not even that,
As far as Islam is concerned it really wasn’t where my head was at,
But it was cool if I made grades on the home front,
A 4.0 my parents bought me anything I want.
The "fly-est" gear to help me cop them digits,
Then maybe when I am 30 I'll become religious
But later came,
my disposition stayed the same,
Live your life one way too long it's not so easy to change
I refrained from the things that was said to help me gain
And indulge in the things that I should of obstained
Mixed up caught up, going out of my brainI guess it's about the time,
I ran into "Mary Jane"
Inhalations in my breath,
got my mind thinking less,
oh yes,
And in this state I met the angel of death,
And then came the time for Allah to resurrect,
My soul from the clutches of a six foot depth
I find myself surrounded by the company I kept
Realizing full well this was the day of regret
And over the horizon,
slowly it crept,
Anticipation thoughts racing and I'm losing my breath
And with all my might my right arm I stretch,
Imagine my reaction,
I caught my book in my left,
I caught my book in my LEFT!!!
I caught my book in my left!
Save me from the, Hell fire, Hell fire, Hell fire
Save me from the, Hell fire, Hell fire, Hell fire
Everybody will come to the hour
When we stand all alone in horror
And we hope that our deeds will help us through
Only one we can blame is ourselves
We were blessed with our youth and our health
And we wonder why our deeds are few
Everybody-gets a wake up call,
Take a warning before the nightfall
Use the time right now for making prayer
And on the day when there is no shelter
The good deeds are your only helpers
You'll be proud when you see that they're there.
I’m looking back now at my life on the earth
Been thinking about my deeds and what everything was worth
Like the time I was listening to a speech about Hell,
It really made me scared cause he broke it down well,
Never you forget about those angels undercover,
or the..Day when your good deeds are weighed against the others
Bad deeds brought together,
then you discover Your good deeds are just feathers,
you start to shudderT
hen- the- angels come nasty, ugly as ever,
Grab you by the forehead,
and start to make you suffer
Hot, boiling water,
Burning fire forever,
Waiting for a pause in the pain, but it be never
->As I rode to my school,
I told myself there ain’t no way I’m gonna be a fool,
And forget Allah’s rules.
Eyes on the prize,
gonna stay wise,
As I go to class,
socialize with the guys.
But whoa!
look at the time,
the next prayer’s in,
I’m here chillin’ - they’ll start staring
Slip to bathroom,
find an empty classroom,
Don’t wanna miss a prayer here at school or even at home
Man it was a struggle,
trying to be a Muslim and staying out of trouble,
The stress seemed double,
Even watching TV, I have to have control,
Hands on remote control,
just to save my soul
But deep in my heart yo I knew it,
I could really do it,
If I pushed myself through it,
Living all my youth with Islam,
see it only grew me stronger,
Withholding temptations for longer and longer,
But now it pays off, if the fire stays off,
Be chilling for eternity forever days off,
Got my book in right and my fate is looking well,
They put struggles of my youth on the good side of my scale
With the mercy of Allah,
I won’t fail,
Cause truly
Not a moment, not a moment did I want in Hell.
Cause not a moment, not a moment would I want in hell.
Chorus
Monday, December 12, 2005
A Son of the Crescent
Sura Isra, Ayat 18
If any do wish for the transitory things of this life,
We readily grant it to them,
As we will to such person we will,
In the end have we provided hell for them,
Where they shall burn therein,
Disgraced and rejected.
Such a powerful ayat it really shocked me n got me contemplating about the martial things in this life.....
If any do wish for the transitory things of this life,
We readily grant it to them,
As we will to such person we will,
In the end have we provided hell for them,
Where they shall burn therein,
Disgraced and rejected.
Such a powerful ayat it really shocked me n got me contemplating about the martial things in this life.....
Muslim...
I just love this song it inspires you so much gets your blood pumping!....
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
One billion strong,
all year long,
Prayers to Allah even in Hong Kong
Can never be wrong if we read the Qur'an
Cause it's never been changed since day one.
Others may brag,
say that we lag,
But they don’t know all the power we had
The power we had,
the power we have
So Muslimoon don’t you ever be sad
Take many looks,
go read their books,
You'll see all the facts that your friends overlook,
So always be proud,
you can say it out loud
I am proud to be down with the Muslim crowd!
M-U-S-L-I-M
I'm so blessed to be with them...
M-U-S-L-I-M
I'm so blessed to be with them...
They look at me strangely
Like I emit some type of energy
That draws Kafirs - disbelievers towards me.
Thinking to themselves what makes him different from me.
Is it the hair,
the clothes or maybe the food he eats,
What could it be,
that make thug cats,
stand at attention,
His demeanor's peaceful but on his face it's clearly written that,
This aint the sorta brother caught up in this and that
Running streets carrying heat yo he aint into that.
This brother must live by some type of criteria,
To make it to the average cat quite superior
So maybe one of these days I get near enough
Play like Nancy Drew on this mystery and clear it up.
So listen up if you think this is strange,
Cause these the type of thoughts that use to run through a new Shahada's brains
and I bear witness to the one with 99 names,
InshAllah I will always remain.
M-U-S-L-I-M
I'm so blessed to be with them...
M-U-S-L-I-M
I'm so blessed to be with them...
Don’t know about you,
I know about me,
I'm proud because I'm rolling Islamically
Everywhere I see,
even on TV,
People talking trash about the way I be.
But what they all hate,
is if we get great
Cause we're the only ones with our heads on straight
Don’t ever frown, or your head looking down,
If you read the Qur'an you're the best in the town.
Y'all have doubt say- we have no cloutBut-within-a-few years see how we've come about.
Were back on the scene,
The number-one deen,
I'm proud to be down with the Muslimeen!
Chorus
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
One billion strong,
all year long,
Prayers to Allah even in Hong Kong
Can never be wrong if we read the Qur'an
Cause it's never been changed since day one.
Others may brag,
say that we lag,
But they don’t know all the power we had
The power we had,
the power we have
So Muslimoon don’t you ever be sad
Take many looks,
go read their books,
You'll see all the facts that your friends overlook,
So always be proud,
you can say it out loud
I am proud to be down with the Muslim crowd!
M-U-S-L-I-M
I'm so blessed to be with them...
M-U-S-L-I-M
I'm so blessed to be with them...
They look at me strangely
Like I emit some type of energy
That draws Kafirs - disbelievers towards me.
Thinking to themselves what makes him different from me.
Is it the hair,
the clothes or maybe the food he eats,
What could it be,
that make thug cats,
stand at attention,
His demeanor's peaceful but on his face it's clearly written that,
This aint the sorta brother caught up in this and that
Running streets carrying heat yo he aint into that.
This brother must live by some type of criteria,
To make it to the average cat quite superior
So maybe one of these days I get near enough
Play like Nancy Drew on this mystery and clear it up.
So listen up if you think this is strange,
Cause these the type of thoughts that use to run through a new Shahada's brains
and I bear witness to the one with 99 names,
InshAllah I will always remain.
M-U-S-L-I-M
I'm so blessed to be with them...
M-U-S-L-I-M
I'm so blessed to be with them...
Don’t know about you,
I know about me,
I'm proud because I'm rolling Islamically
Everywhere I see,
even on TV,
People talking trash about the way I be.
But what they all hate,
is if we get great
Cause we're the only ones with our heads on straight
Don’t ever frown, or your head looking down,
If you read the Qur'an you're the best in the town.
Y'all have doubt say- we have no cloutBut-within-a-few years see how we've come about.
Were back on the scene,
The number-one deen,
I'm proud to be down with the Muslimeen!
Chorus
Monday, December 05, 2005
Random...A Day @ the Bay
I was on break from work and at the food court ordering a veggie taco from taco time when I came up short about yaaaa 30 cents and was cacelling the order when this woman comes up and offers to pay for me, I tell her no its okay but she insists and keeps on insisting when finally I givein but ask her to atleast to take what money I do have, she refuses me everytime and instead asks me to give me her blessing so I have now added her to my "Praying they will convert list" :D.....
I ran into taka at the bay he was picking up a watxch or something, it was good 2 see the brah again after so long......
I have ran into Brother Sadiq and Brother Adhnan a few times and remininsed for a bit with each. Its awesome talking to these broz because I harldy ever get 2 see them :D ........oh n im told Brother Nahid got a job as well but most unfortunately he is now in crutchs.......
and ya on about whaaa 2 occasions I have ran into Sister Saher whom I have not seen nor talked to for quite sometime......
Wow u run into everyone at southgate!
I ran into taka at the bay he was picking up a watxch or something, it was good 2 see the brah again after so long......
I have ran into Brother Sadiq and Brother Adhnan a few times and remininsed for a bit with each. Its awesome talking to these broz because I harldy ever get 2 see them :D ........oh n im told Brother Nahid got a job as well but most unfortunately he is now in crutchs.......
and ya on about whaaa 2 occasions I have ran into Sister Saher whom I have not seen nor talked to for quite sometime......
Wow u run into everyone at southgate!
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