I....

Didn't mean it
When I said you didn't love me, so
I should have held on tight
I never shoulda let you go
I didn't know nothing
I was stupid,
I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I could not fathom that
I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself
Cause I didn't know you
Cause I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt
The feeling that I'm feeling
Now that I don't hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side

When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please

Who else am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Saying to me "If you think you're lonely now"
Wait a minute
This is too deep (too deep)
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface "I only think of you"
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart
I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things, crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
It ain't even half of what I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you in my life,

When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please

Who else am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better

....

Within the spreading darkness,
we exchanged vows of love
Because I must not let anyone stand in the way of our love
The future is reflected in the fruit
I live my dream
The end that everyone desired,
Within the spreading darkness,
we exchanged vows of love
I must not let anyone stand in the way of our love
Someday, I will show you
How much you really mean to me

I saw dreams that no one else could have seen,
and threw awaything that was not of use to me
Unyielding thoughts reside within my heart
Were still in the gorge of reality and idealism.
Even if my feet get caught in the shackles of sacrafice
My overflowing urges cannot be repressed
My heart's yearning is to strong
Lies and deinals
all kinds of negativity
Im not weak enough to be captured by them
A trickster who knows no solitude

Never Again...

Never again will I hear you
Never again will I miss you
Never again will I fall to you
Never
Never again will I kiss you
Never again will I want to
Never again will I love you
Never!

Random

Well it has been sometime since i last posted something on here..........

Well here it goes....

Hmm highlights...highlights.....

Ooooo k umm me, ma sis and my father were cleaning out the backyard shed while my mother and lil bro were gardening out front. I was putting some pipes at the side of the house when I noticed this big...no HUGE dogs come in through our door (fence), my initial reaction was 'dogs oooo i love dogs!" but then there was two and there were huge, and they were walkin towards me so excitement turned to omg omgomgomg....but these dogs (they were those dogs that look like Beethoven) soooo nice I named this Francis and Frankie. It was funny seeing myt mother and sister book in behind the fence door, and my little brother running inside and barricading the door :p, and then you see me playing with them...i love those dogs......

Then there was our first soccer game....dang ummm i was so nervous because I have not played soccer for about 2yrs. So I kept fidgeting and moving around and what have you...umm yeah I did horrible that game I could not think.

The second game I think I did rather well...that is until I heard the after game speech and stuff, then i was like guess i did not do all that great....

J bdayparty....what a fob :P

K ummm I can not think of anything else at the moment so....

Oh and the halaqa on sats by bro momin are going on again. I love these they gettin you thinking and argh soo much to it :D

Over you

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

....

Honey why you calling me so late?
It's kinda hard to talk right now.
Honey why you crying? Is everything okay?
I gotta whisper 'cause I can't be too loud

Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice say my name
It sounds so sweet

lovin it...

So hot, hot
It's the S the L the I the M
Let me tell you what I wanna do
Let me show you that I'm feelin' you
Wanna sex, wanna ride with you
Wanna taste, wanna put my lips all over you
Can't get enough of you
Always taken of you
So sweet, so very wet
So good, girl you make me sweat
Girl I'm talkin' 'bout

Peaches and cream
I need it cause you know that I'm a fiend
Gettin' freaky in my Bentley limousine
It's even better when it's with ice cream
Know what I mean

Peaches and cream
I need it cause you know that I'm a fiend
Gettin' freaky in my Bentley limousine
It's even better when it's with ice cream
Know what I mean

I never thought that I would be
So addicted to you
On top, underneath, on the side of you
Better yet baby inside of you
Love the way you're just flowin down
And I can feel it all around
In the front, in the back of you
Ooh I love the taste of you
Girl you know what I'm talking about

Peaches and cream
I need it cause you know that I'm a fiend
Gettin' freaky in my Bentley limousine
It's even better when it's with ice cream
Know what I mean

Peaches and cream
I need it cause you know that I'm a fiend
Gettin' freaky in my Bentley limousine
It's even better when it's with ice cream
Know what I mean

Won't stop girl you know I can't get enough
Wanna taste it in the morning when I'm waking up
Like peach cobbler in my stomach when I eat it up
Got your legs around my neck so I can't get up
See the boys 112 we from the A' (A' - shorty we don't play)
And when it comes to eating peaches, shorty we don't play
So all the ladies in the house if your peach the shit
Put your hands in the air represent your clique

Peaches and cream
I need it cause you know that
I'm a fiend
Gettin' freaky in my Bentley limousine
It's even better when it's with ice cream
Know what I mean

Peaches and cream
I need it cause you know that
I'm a fiend
Gettin' freaky in my Bentley limousine
It's even better when it's with ice cream
Know what I mean

Oh girl I need it
I gotta have it
It's always on my mind
Know what I mean
Peaches and cream
I like it in my car
Or even in my bed
Or baby on the stairs
Know what I mean
Peaches and cream

Oh girl I need it
I gotta have it
It's always on my mind
Know what I mean
Peaches and cream
I like it in my car
Or even in my bed
Or baby on the stairs
Know what I mean
Peaches and cream

Peaches and cream
I need it cause you know that I'm a fiend
Gettin' freaky in my Bentley limousine
It's even better when it's with ice cream
Know what I mean

Peaches and cream
I need it cause you know that I'm a fiend
Gettin' freaky in my Bentley limousine
It's even better when it's with ice cream
Know what I mean